Okay, I'm just writing this so I can try and I mean TRY to put myself to sleep. Its getting really really hard to sleep the last few days and I don't know why, and well I really will refuse to take sleeping pills,
I know they can help, but its not worth not getting up early enough to take them. And I really doubt its the Lexapro that I'm taking, thats keeping me up. I just feel like I have something on my mind that I can't even grasp myself, and my brain just doesn't want to defrag and do a tune up. And yes, everyone I am still alive. I will get some art work up....sometime soon since I start school in about.....4 days. First day of college woo-hoo.
In other news, Its been a few weeks since we got our wireless in the house and its nice to have the freedom to get on my computer and use the internet, only when my siblings notice I'm on it. I've had a few times when they turned off our wireless box while I was using it. But it was all good since they didn't mean too. And lucky for me, my parents aren't going to make me get a job during school, since I'm taking three foundation art classes. That means I'm doing about 6 hours, of homework for each class, and no that isn't research papers, but actual drawing assignments. So my parents want me to pour my heart and soul into my classes and keep up a 3.0 or higher so I can get into the art programs I want when it comes to sophmore year.
But I finally noticed something, and

you'll be happy.
Sir Auron is hot. And I mean I think hes down right sexy. Damn you Amy.....argh.
But yeah I have been playing Final Fantasy X and X-2. Those two games along with a few old school NES and Super NES games have kept me from smashing my head against a large brick wall. Which is very very very appealing at the moment since I can't get to sleep. I wonder why the forces of nature have to kick me in the ass and tell me "no you can't sleep". Because its getting really stupid. And NO I will not take sleeping pills, yes they may work but it means I can't get up by myself, which means A-G is in bed until noon or later. And I have more orientation tomorrow at GVSU, plus I promised

I would go with her to a cosplay picnic and on top of that, early in the morning I have to get my gardisil shot. Which will hurt like hell, when I get it. But I want to keep healthy.
Okay i ranted....wow, I don't do that...quite as often. Nice. Oh wait...I have my Maggie Moo's Chocolate teddy bear mix....still in the freezer. wait here for a moment....I need to make sure my brother didn't eat it......
Several minutes later.....
Nope he didn't eat it! Which is good since that is suppose to be my dessert tomorrow night. It basically is Chocolate and Dark Chocolate ice cream with M&M's, Teddy grahams, and chocolate flakes stirred in. Its delicious and nummy and good in my tummy.
I'm still not sleepy. argh....when you just can't get to sleep you feel like staring at a computer screen will help....nope. Anything tedious should work but it ain't helping this time. I tried playing Pokemon Fire Red but that wasn't doing it. Then I tried listening to my Final Fantasy X soundtrack, and that didn't help. So I guess browsing around DA will have to do.
A-G the sleepless Pyro